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Sunday, 27 July 2008

Choices

Went to watch batman just now with Jason and KB. I realised something when I was watching movie.
Choices, life is full of this and that. Sometimes you can have what you want. Sometimes you have to choose between this or that. Sometimes you end up losing both. What is life? Life appears to be super super long, thats why we take it for granted. In reality, life is short, very short. Too short to actually enjoy it. Some people want their life to be full of happiness everyday till the day they leave this world. But is that possible? "Always look on the bright side of life"-these few words appear to be so easy, just put on a smile on your face and laugh all your worries, anger and sadness of. But doing it in reality is so darn hard. People get upset over the slightest stuffs, getting serious over something trivial. Making small things look big. Now that I am given a choice-to forget her or not to forget her and carry on chasing her. I do not know what to do.. Time is ticking, hopes are being dashed as every second goes by..
Learnt "Guardian Angel" today. Managed to complete it within 40 mins plus. Quite surprised that the song would be so easy. Next week will be stairway to heaven again.. =( Just hope it will end soon.. No matter how much I told myself to love the song, I just could not perfect it.. It seems so hard to just pluck those strings of my guitar. Anyway, had training on Friday at Bukit Botak Nature Park. Quite nice although I missed half of it for Australian Math.. Went to eat dinner at Adam road before heading for island creamery. Ate my favourite Cookies and Cream and Very berry(YUM!) =)

~I will never let you fall, I will stand up with you forever, I will be there for you through it all~

Saturday, 26 July 2008

I super miss her now..why can't things just go smoothly for once.. Just for one very long time and I will be very happy.. Think I will be the most happiest guy on Earth.. Actually.. I am already happy by being so close with her.. She i totally like an angel to me.. =)

Tomorrow will be watching the dark knight.. Doing my pw now and of course thinking of her at the same time..

~I love you baby~

Thursday, 24 July 2008

ARHHH!!!! TMR MORNING WILL BE MOUNTAIN LVL 2 TEST! Man! I can't remember much! Maximum is just 20 plus questions! I DON"T CARE! I MUST FINISH EVERYTHING BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!
Anyway! I busted my knee.. Ran 2.4 km yesterday for Napfa. Did not meet my target but broke my PB. 9 min 46 seconds! YEAH! Next is to complete lvl 0 at least 3 times before moving to lvl 1. But first, I must let my knee recover. =)
Shall blog more tmr! cya!

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

Today, I would say will be the best ODAC training ever! (although I was feeling kinda emo because of her.."she emo, I emo") Anyway! We saw the montage created by Mr Lim. Man.. I cried la! I don't know why, but when I saw the photos of the past few batches, I just felt their feelings overflowing from my heart. Its like they are leaving this family soon.. got to carry on with their life.. go to NS, Uni, work, get married and have kids. Time will just fly by with a snap of a finger. Its true.. "Life is short, so make everyday the most JOYOUS and EXTRAdinorary". It is almost near the end of the year already and soon it would be batch 11 turn to step down from ODAC.. It is quite sad.. I wish I can stay on with the family like forever.. Don't want to lose those bonds so easily.. the times we have fun together, endured all the shit we went through at each physical training, knowledge test and expeditions..
To be really honest, I am damn close with ODAC than with my NPCC squadmates in secondary school. Everyone in ODAC is like caring for one another (except for me, caring the most for one person) I really hope time will just slow down.. But I know.. Time waits for no Man.. =(

It seem so long ago,
the day I met an angel like you.
I knew that it would be you,
right from the moment our eyes,
met each other for the first time..

~loving you~